Possibly because most of it is on ff.net Here, actually; there's about a chapter after that on my lj somewhere...but I never finished the fic..

sometimes I'm very tempted...

I remember reading some disturbing Sauron fics on Library of Moria. I'm always a bit proud that I wrote the first Sauron/Gothmog, which's also in that fic.

Ah..memories..