It's so upsetting when you get out of Writing Mode or it becomes a chore instead of fun.

Ooh Valinor fic!

How wonderful is this Tolkien revival, btw? It's like secret fans are popping up in every fandom and waving their geeky flags, and most of them who were overexcited fangirls ten years ago [like me] are now mature!fangirls, whatever that means