this is just to say....

It's not a done deal yet, but the polls are looking good. I know there are Republicans reading this, so I just want to give you a warning.

It's been 12 years since I've had the experience of backing a winner. And even then, Bill Clinton going into his second term had disappointed me with numerous sellouts. Overall, I thought his Presidency was good for the country--remember, he left us with a huge budget SURPLUS--and I couldn't care less who sucked his dick and where. But "don't ask don't tell" and NAFTA and welfare "reform" were punches in the gut I won't forgive. Still, he beat the alternatives like a rug.

So if what I think is going to happen happens? I will be dancing in the street, gloating, celebrating, toasting, and yes, saying I'm proud of my country for the first time in, if not my adult life, at least the last 15 years. It's my journal, and that's the kind of thing it's FOR.

If you're feeling just a teeny fraction of the sick existential nausea, paranoia, and distrust/contempt of my fellow man that I felt in November 04 and November and December 00, well - I'm sorry. Believe me, I KNOW what a vile feeling it is. I promise I won't come into your journal and rub it in your face. But I won't bend over backwards to pet you on the head either. Your people HAD power for 8 years and, well, you see where it got us. I know people who have *died* because of lack of ability to afford health care. I know of people who *died* in the war that President Gore would never have started. I know of people who *died* in the ruins of New Orleans when President Kerry would have moved the full force of the Fed immediately to rescue, shelter, and feed them. It's not about a cultural "identity" like your favorite fandom or your favorite band - actual real people's lives hang in the balance of every vote cast, and every small tick upwards in the minimum wage, or advances in health care, or preventing dropouts, or diplomacy instead of saber-rattling, can mean the difference between real individuals, with inner lives as rich as mine or yours, living or dying. I firmly believe that my vote is for hope over fear and life over death. So don't expect me to be all "evenhanded." I will enjoy my celebration fully - for once.

this is just to say....

It's not a done deal yet, but the polls are looking good. I know there are Republicans reading this, so I just want to give you a warning.

It's been 12 years since I've had the experience of backing a winner. And even then, Bill Clinton going into his second term had disappointed me with numerous sellouts. Overall, I thought his Presidency was good for the country--remember, he left us with a huge budget SURPLUS--and I couldn't care less who sucked his dick and where. But "don't ask don't tell" and NAFTA and welfare "reform" were punches in the gut I won't forgive. Still, he beat the alternatives like a rug.

So if what I think is going to happen happens? I will be dancing in the street, gloating, celebrating, toasting, and yes, saying I'm proud of my country for the first time in, if not my adult life, at least the last 15 years. It's my journal, and that's the kind of thing it's FOR.

If you're feeling just a teeny fraction of the sick existential nausea, paranoia, and distrust/contempt of my fellow man that I felt in November 04 and November and December 00, well - I'm sorry. Believe me, I KNOW what a vile feeling it is. I promise I won't come into your journal and rub it in your face. But I won't bend over backwards to pet you on the head either. Your people HAD power for 8 years and, well, you see where it got us. I know people who have *died* because of lack of ability to afford health care. I know of people who *died* in the war that President Gore would never have started. I know of people who *died* in the ruins of New Orleans when President Kerry would have moved the full force of the Fed immediately to rescue, shelter, and feed them. It's not about a cultural "identity" like your favorite fandom or your favorite band - actual real people's lives hang in the balance of every vote cast, and every small tick upwards in the minimum wage, or advances in health care, or preventing dropouts, or diplomacy instead of saber-rattling, can mean the difference between real individuals, with inner lives as rich as mine or yours, living or dying. I firmly believe that my vote is for hope over fear and life over death. So don't expect me to be all "evenhanded." I will enjoy my celebration fully - for once.